The wait.

I applied to a midwifery program through Frontier last month. There’s talk on the facebook group about admissions decisions going out next week. Today, I feel so anxious at the thought of receiving that email. I pray it works out for me this time. It has been more than ten years leading up to this. Frontier is the only school I am interested in, so I threw all of my eggs into that basket. I do that a lot.

I haven’t told my family. I told a select few friends who are midwives and the ones who wrote references for me. I just can’t handle the constant “have you heard yet”s? It does nothing for my anxiety. The waiting is the hardest part.

Here goes nothing.

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